56 Days

My scripture study has gotten bad. In fact, every normal routine aspect of my life has gone away recently. I like boring, routine, mundane life! It is how I cope with all the surprises that come up. In order to bring order back into my life I have decided to do specific personal things over the next 56 days.

I came up with the number 56 because that is how many lessons there are in the Institute Manual for The Book of Mormon. If I read a lesson a day and then do the specific task I have assigned myself for that day I should have everything back to my normal by the end of the 56 days. Today I will start with Lesson 1 . You're welcome to join me in my 56 Days. I'll let you know how this experiment goes at the end and maybe post my thoughts as I go along, especially as they pertain to the lesson manual.

A lot of this has to do with my need to get rid of the clutter in my life. Those things that no longer pertain and that have been holding me back. And I want to be closer to my Heavenly Father again. There is a lot of anger/hurt/fear/rebellion in my heart right now and I want it to be replaced with better feelings so that my heart can be open to possibilities.


On a completely unrelated tangent....

I'm in love with this song! It reminds me of crossing the English Channel from France 15 years ago and the dream of things I hope (hoped) for in the future. And I love the piano aspect. It makes my soul happy.