FYI: Personal Update

This blog might become a bit neglected in the coming days. As my closest friends know, I've been suffering from some major depression since December that has steadily gotten worse in the past few weeks. I've lost my desire to do anything, let alone write. Kinda having a hard time right now. I have sought professional and medical help so hopefully I'll be feeling better soon.

Having a really hard time doing anything when I am not able to sleep more than 5 hours each night the days I work. And then the days I'm off, I sleep 12-15 hours a day. I have zero motivation to do anything because I have moments where I am terrified of spending money, or leaving the house, or driving my car, or someone breaking into my home. Thankfully these panic attacks don't come that often but when they do they're paralyzing. 

Thanks for your support and for having any desire to read this blog at all. I'm not sure why you find my musings interesting but you do.

Have a great summer!